Ren
YAHOO! Hemlo potatoes! Ren's here!
My name is Pelangi Syifa Cesarina. Huh? then who's Ren? Ren is also me! Ren is actually a nickname picked from Rainbow to Rain and ended up comfortably with Ren. Usually in middle school only my online friends call me Ren, as for the irl friends and people are Pelangi or Pel. But now in highschool, some do call me Ren.
What about Syifa? absolutely not. No one like EVER calls me that. It would just sounds so weird if you do and actually i don't think Syifa represents me that much. Maybe that's why. The same thing for Cesarina.
So- the one who gave my first name A.K.A Pelangi is my sister. I ever asked her about why she named me Pelangi. Her answer is just siblings moment which she said "i just wanted to." Well- yes sure, what a very interesting reason sis.
As for Syifa, it's from my parents. It means medicine. They say, they hope that i would heal people. Whether it's me literal healing people as a doctor or other healing like make people's day better! It's a really cute reason.
As for Cesarina, it's from my grandpa. He named me Cesarina because i was born c section, or in Indonesian "Cesar." And a little bit of a story. He's like the best grandpa ever and always so iconic. He used to gave me Yakult, and tease me like "who is this? who is this?" and i'll pout and say "it's me! Pelangi grandpa!" and he'll go "OH! Yes of course it's Pelangi~" with him giving me head pat and a warm smile. Also the cool iconic thing is that it feels like he has his own theme song, me and my siblings agree that "The Godfather Theme" always makes us remember him and make it as his theme.
As for Syifa, it's from my parents. It means medicine. They say, they hope that i would heal people. Whether it's me literal healing people as a doctor or other healing like make people's day better! It's a really cute reason.
As for Cesarina, it's from my grandpa. He named me Cesarina because i was born c section, or in Indonesian "Cesar." And a little bit of a story. He's like the best grandpa ever and always so iconic. He used to gave me Yakult, and tease me like "who is this? who is this?" and i'll pout and say "it's me! Pelangi grandpa!" and he'll go "OH! Yes of course it's Pelangi~" with him giving me head pat and a warm smile. Also the cool iconic thing is that it feels like he has his own theme song, me and my siblings agree that "The Godfather Theme" always makes us remember him and make it as his theme.
Short stuff about my trait. The most popular question, what mbti am i? I'm a ENTP. But i don't think i'm fully extrovert, i'm more into ambivert. Because sometimes i charge myself by being around others like extrovert do, but sometimes i also just stay quiet like an introvert. Not because i'm in a bad mood or something it's just that i just don't need/want to talk? but i really want the company. Also if i had to be a trait i would nominate mood swing. I could be loud and the next second i could be total QUIEETTT. Or i could at first be so bored, but the next second i could just POOF i got motivated for no reason. And last, when someone call me i'm smart. I would burst out laugh, because i know myself and i'm a basically a dumb potato. It's just that~ i don't want to lose. I WANNA WIN DUH~ So maybe every time someone is smart i would search any way to out smart them or anything i can win from them.
Hobby
Hobby huh? Good thing u asked me with the word hobby, because if you ask me things that I LIKE? i would say i like everything tehee~! So the 1st place would be drawing! I love drawing. I think more than other hobby. How could i know that? it's because it's already part of my life where i draw every time and everything when i feel a massive emotion or a new emotion. Not just emotions and feelings, it could be about experience too (i guess that contains emotions too.) Anything basically! And the best part of drawing is that it feels like you can make a fantasy world where you can live in it by drawing. Even though i can say drawing is sometimes stressful, but i love that stress. I even enjoyed the stress and the struggle. That's why~
The 2nd place would be singing! Like every musician have always said, it's like letting out your feelings and express it to the fullest. When i sing, i always feel relieved and relaxed after. Cuz' it feels like i just found the right feeling i just felt. That's why i love to sing, and for other things is also so i can entertain people. But i don't really like and comfortable being in THAT much of a crowd. I have been in a lot of debuts and events. It's exhausting really. Different from drawing, i don't enjoy this kind of struggle. I always feel pressured and i have alergies where of course flu affect voices. I experience this a lot where my voice is nasal and my snot keeps coming out resulting the show a total disaster. Even though people say or think it's still good enough, still the pressure for me uncomfortably perform with my lovely snot is a total no. I don't have that will to be a REALLY big musician or singer no. Maybe i'll take one or two. I'll just be around if anyone really wants me to sing, as long it's not that big of a concert.
The 3rd Place would be dance~ OKAY- DANCE is not exactly something i can always show off here and there because it's kind of embarrasing. But yes, i really love to. But i take dance just as a reason for me to move and well- maybe a little bit takeback to the time where i used to dream about being an idol (⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄). Aikatsu and Precure ekhm- used to be my inspiration back then. But yea~ dance is just for me and special occasion only.
Achievements!
Now achievement ehh? ( ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ °) OKAY SO- MY FIRST ACHIEVEMENT IS WHEN I WAS 2 YEARS OLD!! Very cool ehh?? ( ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ °) Lemme tell you that, i was not even on the contestant list that day 😭 But i think me when i was a kid be like "yo i don't care- i want to be in that stage RIGHT NOW!" Did i go to the stage? YES! I ACTUALLY GO TO THE STAGE. TAKE THE MIC WHICH IS ACTUALLY NOT EVEN MY EVER TURN AND I JUST SING "TIK TIK TIK BUNYI HUJAN" AND "CICAK CICAK DI DINDING." It was yes~ very random of me as a kid. But you know what, i have no idea but i suddenly got signed up and won. Got 2 millions Rupiah and a big trophy that's 1,5 meter tall and also i got a cool damn bike my own size 😎 But to be honest kind of a shock i did that randomly and take all the prizes. Just kidding, i did sign up. But not in singing contest, it's a photogenic contest. But yes the "i won and get those prizes" are real Alhamdulillah.
After that i haven't join any contest soon after. There's a gap. I think i'm not into contest stuff at those times. But soon i entered some singing contest. I don't really remember when and what. But the trophy and certificate is here with my name on it anyway. I won like 2 until 3 singing contest and 2 until 3 dance contest until i was 6 grade. Then when i was in 7 grade, my teacher sign me up for a short story contest, i won too. I wrote a story about abandoned earth. A planet where is full of pollution, no plant, no animals, dry, only decease. Really not a worth place to live. But there's one place, a city! Where there are trees, animals, waterfall, nice air, a perfect environment to live like heaven. But here's the thing about that city, only the rich people get to live there. For those who's not, got to live in the dark side of the earth. Wow~
And next i won a Ramadhan Art Contest held by RE:ON Comics. Got free comic books (free choice) and a (free choice) t-shirt, and also money when i was in 8 grade. I also join and won Fls2n Design Poster Contest from city tiered to province tiered contest, province tiered to national tiered contest. What did i get? I GOT 2,3 MILLION RUPIAH AGAIN ALHAMDULILLAH and a certificate WHICH i used that to get here in SMAN 3 Bandung.
After that i haven't join any contest soon after. There's a gap. I think i'm not into contest stuff at those times. But soon i entered some singing contest. I don't really remember when and what. But the trophy and certificate is here with my name on it anyway. I won like 2 until 3 singing contest and 2 until 3 dance contest until i was 6 grade. Then when i was in 7 grade, my teacher sign me up for a short story contest, i won too. I wrote a story about abandoned earth. A planet where is full of pollution, no plant, no animals, dry, only decease. Really not a worth place to live. But there's one place, a city! Where there are trees, animals, waterfall, nice air, a perfect environment to live like heaven. But here's the thing about that city, only the rich people get to live there. For those who's not, got to live in the dark side of the earth. Wow~
And next i won a Ramadhan Art Contest held by RE:ON Comics. Got free comic books (free choice) and a (free choice) t-shirt, and also money when i was in 8 grade. I also join and won Fls2n Design Poster Contest from city tiered to province tiered contest, province tiered to national tiered contest. What did i get? I GOT 2,3 MILLION RUPIAH AGAIN ALHAMDULILLAH and a certificate WHICH i used that to get here in SMAN 3 Bandung.